Can somebody slap me!

Sooooo tireeeeeed!! Went to my aunts place after work yesterday cause she made me my fav dish "banh xeo" went home around 8. Then my GBFFBS texted me and asked if I wanted to play ping pong. Took the car with four other people and drove to hbg to play.. Came home around 12, fell asleep at 1.30 ish.. Since I don't have any more sleeping pills, I couldn't fall asleep.. Now I'm at work killing myself.. And my stupid allergy doesn't help either.. Eff mai laaaaaif! True story ;)

My weirdness defines me.

I know I'm weird, people say I'm weird. But I'd rather be myself than be like everyone else. I speak my mind, I tell my opinion and some people doesn't like it, I know. But I'm just not a very good liar :P
My friends know me, then know exactly how I am as a person, and the rest, I don't care about.
I do stuff as I please without caring about what other people think of me.. So talk crap about me and see if I care looool
Hate me or love me, I am ME ^^

Pay more attention to your surroundings.

Gaaaah! Y IM NOT TIRED!?? I've been sleeping 12 hours in TOTAL the last three days. Yet I'm not tired. My body is acting up on me again.. F UUUUU
Wanna know about my weekend? No?
I'll tell you anyways ^^
We were at my place having some fun on Friday and ended up playing a vietnamese card game called tien lien, and the loser had to go down on his knees... UNTIL they win! Yeah talk about bruises all over my knees -_-'
I planned to do nothing yesterday but ended up getting a call from my GBFFBS .. (You don't need to know what that stands for :P) he was bored and wanted to go out for some drinks, I got ready in 10 min and went out.. We had a fun and lovely evening..
Say WHuuuut this became a diary though :P

I've given up on the human race.

People don't change, that's just a fact. Sure they can act like they've changed for some time but they can't fool themselves. It will just take about a second for someone to change back to the person they were born to be.
I don't believe in us, our race is a hell of a crazy and an untrusty kind of race.
We kill our people, we fool our friends and especially, we abandon our family.
This is not what I wanna become in my next life, I wish to be a bird.

How come I age in years but not in mind?

I'm more childish now than I was four years ago. Sure I've matured a little and stuff but my mind somehow still think that I'm 17? Weeiiird I knoooow! People say I'm childish, I act like teenager. I have a little brother who's 19 and people think I'm his little sister, by appearance and also the way I act and talk, and everything.. Do I need to grow up?? Sophia says NAAAAAH ;)

"Eat more chocolate, so you'll look more brown" -_-'

I feel like my whole world is going under every passing second.

Wasn't able to sleep last night cause my brother and his friends were playing wii the whole night, laughing and screaming as if it were in the middle of the day which was the opposite. I got tired at 5 am and screamed at them to stop, and they did.
But that didn't make me fall asleep either.
I called my boss at 7.30 and said I wasn't able to go to work cause I've only been sleeping for maximum 30 minutes. And he said it was fine for me to come a little later.
Well I managed to sleep for 1,5 hours and now I'm at work.. Feeling like my body is giving up on me. I need to sleep, I need to relax and just not think about anyone but myself. Somehow being selfish right now is not an option.

Memories warm you up from the inside, but they also tear you apart.

My weekend has been busy busy.
I was so tired yesterday so I fell asleep at 8-9 pm -_-'
On Friday my dear friend turned 27 and on Saturday we all went to malmö to join a birthday party with the theme: PINK!
Pink is favorite color but I never actually wear it.
Enough said, here's the pictures.

 

Drunk as hell and fell on the floor ^^

 

Surprise me and take me away.

I was at the "Le's" place yesterday cause my lovely brother from another mother turned 27, I think? Haha
Today's gonna be another party in malmö.. Yaaaay maybe?

When people say you can't, prove them wrong..

I had quite a nice evening with my family tonight. Reminiscing about the old times, laughing, eating hot pot, danced wii, just a simple and joyful evening. I love our little family gatherings once in a while.
I've been so busy with the apartment, I needed to relax a little today.. -_-'

 

 

 

 

 

 

Bored as heeeeeelll!!

I am so bored today!! Fuck my life!! Nothing to doooo omg!!! K-I-L-L M-E!

Fuck my life!

I hate moving!
So much to do, so much money has been wasted and WILL be, so much time has been spent!! Gaaaah kill me NOW!!

2013 bitches!!

We are still alive wohoooo -_-'
I had a fun and relaxing celebration at the "Le's" place...
I'm not really a fan of fireworks but still :P
We had a fun night and around two am when everyone left we sang karaoke and drank wine for about an hour and just chilled..
I can't believe how everything has changed so much!! It's unbelievable!!
Well my new year resolution IS; work ouuuut mooore!! Haven't been working out for months! I can feel that my body is starting to give up on me haha!! Well new year, new apartment, new life!! And hopefully a new BODY!! GO GO 2013!!

 

 

 

 

 

 

SOPHIA

"If today was perfect, there would be no need for tomorrow"

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