Lies only becomes true if you believe them..

Jag bryr mig inte.. jag orkar inte. säg vad ni vill! I am who I am.. deal with it!


Some friends lasts forever, while others only lasts for the time being..



Never give up on what you believe in...

Jobbig dag, jobbig vecka! känns som jag svimmar snart...

No expectations, no harm, no disappointment....

I love you more than life itself...

The truth and nothing but the truth...

I got a request to write about what happened to my beloved Alex...
Don't really know if I'm ready to relive the pain and every second of it..
But I'll tell my story as much as I can..
Alex was sick and stayed home from school from Monday,
he got worse on Tuesday and was crying because of stomach ache.
On Wednesday he was so bad and couldn't neither drink or eat,
was really weak so me and my brother in law took him to the hospital.
The doctor sent him home with a diagnose of normal winter disease..
A few hours later i got a call from my sister around 23 saying that Alex couldn't breathe.
I drove there with mom and brother as fast as I could.
The ambulance came shortly after our arrival.
Everything in between was blurry,
I was trying to calm down my sister as much as I could and was still staying positive.
Around midnight they had to take Alex to the mainhospital
cause he couldn't breathe by himself and his little heart stopped functioning.
We waited for one hour and then the doctor came with the bad news...
I felt weak, I lost all energy to live during that second..
I felt hatred and anger towards the world.
A few weeks later the result of Alexs death was received..
He died from something called "Influensa B" which is really rare for a kid his age.
Still I don't belive that is the truth... But there's nothing I can do..
I feel helpless.. I still miss him alot.. still feels like yesterday I held him in my arms for the last time...

Close my eyes to the things I don't wanna see...

Rolig vecka, upptagen med massa skiiiit.
jaaa jag bara ääälskar orange XD


5 months...

Fick precis hem Alexanders gravsten igår.
Det är så vackert...
Kan inte fatta att det redan gått 5 månader, känns som igår han sprang runt och lekte...
Jag saknar dig så otroligt mycket..

What are words... ?



Shopping is only a temporary solution...

Vet inte vad det är för fel på mig senaste tiden... bara köper å köper å köper..
och nej jag är inte beroende lol.
Konstigt nog känns det som om något saknas i mitt liv...

a new beginning.



Why do you choose to be my option when you can be someone else's priority?

Jävla idiotögon som rinner 24/7!! Jävla bajs allergi!! Jävla sommar!!

It's not an addiction, just a hobby...

köpte YTTERLIGARE några underbara smycken igår.. happy GÖÖÖRL


It's not about what I want, it's about what I NEED!

Haft en otroligt utmattande helg!
Knappt hunnit sova någonting under hela veckan. kaos, jag vet.
Var uppe till 4 i fredags å hängde med en gammal vän. vaknade 4-5 timmar senare för att bila 5-6 timmar till århus för bröllop. Det var ett riktigt fint och mysigt bröllop. lägger upp fler bilder så fort fröken T skickat till mig ^^


SOPHIA

"If today was perfect, there would be no need for tomorrow"

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