The truth and nothing but the truth...

I got a request to write about what happened to my beloved Alex...
Don't really know if I'm ready to relive the pain and every second of it..
But I'll tell my story as much as I can..
Alex was sick and stayed home from school from Monday,
he got worse on Tuesday and was crying because of stomach ache.
On Wednesday he was so bad and couldn't neither drink or eat,
was really weak so me and my brother in law took him to the hospital.
The doctor sent him home with a diagnose of normal winter disease..
A few hours later i got a call from my sister around 23 saying that Alex couldn't breathe.
I drove there with mom and brother as fast as I could.
The ambulance came shortly after our arrival.
Everything in between was blurry,
I was trying to calm down my sister as much as I could and was still staying positive.
Around midnight they had to take Alex to the mainhospital
cause he couldn't breathe by himself and his little heart stopped functioning.
We waited for one hour and then the doctor came with the bad news...
I felt weak, I lost all energy to live during that second..
I felt hatred and anger towards the world.
A few weeks later the result of Alexs death was received..
He died from something called "Influensa B" which is really rare for a kid his age.
Still I don't belive that is the truth... But there's nothing I can do..
I feel helpless.. I still miss him alot.. still feels like yesterday I held him in my arms for the last time...


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HD

:((( ... It's hard to imagine the real pain you have...I wish nobody to have to experience this...be strong for yourself and your love ones that are still around you.

2013-07-18 @ 12:01:59
ngan

DU ar en stark ung kvinna Sophia! Tack for att du delat med dig av din livs tragedi, ledsen om det kandes for pa. Din Alexander kommer att vara for evigt ung och vacker.

2013-07-21 @ 19:43:02


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